Stop Ruining Your Own happiness boy..

How was your year like? I've had great losses this year. people come and go, those who stay.. well, they stayed for a price.

The real question was, how will your year end like? Mine, pretty much the same bullshit that happened last year.

i mean it, same story different cast.

i don't understand why people just have to cheat on their fucking partner . I don't fucking understand why. if your'e so unhappy then leave. Doesn't mean they aren't capable of putting up with certain things, doesn't mean they pushed you to a limit it gives you a freaking privellage to just be freaking unfaithful to them. Would you want to find out that they've been cheating on you all this while? no you don't. Then why do that if you don't want this kind of shit to happen in the first place.

Today i found out the causes of the gap between us. Today i knew what it really was. Wasn't me, wasn't me at all. i was making myself going bonkers and paranoid. cunning of him. very cunning of him. Ive learnt in life now thanks to him, that not all and not everyone will appreciate you, or in my case, never will. people say they love you when the truth is they don't. words like these are cliche. people misuse them. just because use being there for someone for sometimes, caring or what have you means you fucking love them. You don't. Don't lie to yourself. Don't do that. Cause if you truly love someone you wouldn't want them to feel their not worth it. you wouldn't. No matter how fucked up they are as person, you wouldn't go finding a substitute for her, you wouldn't do that. Thats not right, that's not right at all.

what? wasn't i good enough? bored of me aren't you?i know. like I've said before, you've fallen out of love me. thanks to you i found a way and a reason to fall out of love with you too. You made me hate you. As much as i loved you, you made me have this much hatred on you. I'm not your bitch, i don't like to share, its filthy. You want me here, assure me i'll be here of coz, but trust me, i really can't stand being around a bastard now…. cause i deserve someone who knows how to make up after hurting me, not someone who is very good withe just the word "sorry "

Cheating, one of the worst things you could ever do to someone. If you're not happy with who you're with then fucking leave them. There isn't a use staying around if you don't even feel the same way anymore. Don't think about how much you're gonna hurt me? Of coz you will hurt me?. But cheating on me would be worst then just breaking up with me. by breaking up you're giving me time, time to get over you. by staying around just because u don't want to cause me pain will just give me false hope. Causing me even more pain. As each day goes by your only making me suffer more and more as i fall for u even harder as days pass. If your not happy then leave, simple as that. there is no excuse for cheating on someone. If you did it then u did it. the end. So do the one that couldn't handle you loosing a favour, leave. While i am still capable of going on without you. Don't leave it too late. you don't know what could've happen to them if you've been there for them for too long. they start to lean on you, you become a part of them. they make you their everything, and once you leave, they'll be left with nothing. so leave while i still have something.