Monday, July 18, 2011
My Last Say
People enter our lives. some stay , some go. And there are those you'd fight for to make them stay no matter how tough or hard it is gonna be for you. These people are the people that u are close with. your family, you partner.
When i was 5, i thought no one could hurt me. I thought i was beautiful. I thought i was friends to everyone that said hi to me. Everyone was nice. Clothes didn't matter. I'd go to sleep tear free.I never had to try and run away. I was always smiling. I didnt want to kill myself either. i didnt know what a roller coaster i was in for.
Life is hard.
In these past years i've grown, ive learnt a lot through mistakes and struggles. That after awhile, you don't need anyone else to survive. No one is ever going to be always there no matter what
they promise you. through my fake smiles and unseen tears, friends aren't always forever and love doesn't always last.
i begin to realized that i was holding on to something that didnt exist anymore. That the person i missed didnt exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change. And we could wish all day long that they didn't, but the always will.
You said that you understand me. But you dont.
you. really .dont
